Haha

haha. Ok I am soo better now. Not about my mom. But about my 'friends'. Yeah. I can suck it up. People always think I'm high. I'm not. I just get overly bubbly to hide my feelings. It works but its a bad habit and its killing me inside. I am grinning as I am writing this. what does that say about me? Ok I am trying to type without looking at the keyboard. Hey I typed 'keyboard' without any mistakes. I am so proud. I think I am going to start meditating. It sounds fun. I have a spider bite on my leg. It hurts like hell and is turning black.. Thats probably nothing good yeah?