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OK so I have been really depressed for a while but I'm gonna write now. Ok so they split up my geometry class which they were going to do anyway but there was a huge scare at my school that it was gonna be boys girls. this was especially hard for me mostly because this meant I would lose prime flirting time. weel they didn't split it up like that but they did split it up so that my best friends Cat, Mark and Will wre in one class and I was in the new class with the better teacher. Well at least I had Naomi who is a nice girl but not Cat and I can't flirt with her like Mark or Will. Anyway I was snappy at Cat and Hannah (my friend..ish) telling them not to talk to me that was fun. Cat jumped back. Like my words bit. I love power. Any ways I didn't eat and I was very upset and looked it. (I love that word, upset, its sad and mad, how convienient.) Naomi was too. Mr.Delcastillo asked me and Naomi what was wrong. We said we got moved away from our friends. He said something about meaning to talkj about that. I don't know he didn't but whatever. Then at the end of class I lingered behind because he said he liked to treat us like high schoolers because this was a high school class I was going to ask if we could sit with the other class and move around. But then he asked what was wrong and I said I left all of my friends in the other class he said he was sorry then he asked me how many friends I left behind and I told him 3 then I told him their first and last names. he said maybe he could try to buy them. I hope he wasn't joking. I told Cat I was going top pray for us weather she liked it or not. (shes athiest) I hope he moves them into our class. That would be super mega ultra cool. That and I admit it. I tried not to look but I turned around to look at the other class and was EXTREMELY jealous when I saw Hannah was sitting next to Will. I mean Cat was sitting next to Mark but I'm used to that that and Hannah went out with Will. Pang of jealousy there. sorry. I feel bad that i would not feel bad if he did move them into my class and he left her all alone but she has tons of other friends. I don't. Sorry thats wrong of me. And i shouldn't feel sorry for mytself. Ah well we will see what happens. Chao. Sarah.